Intellectually challenging
I find the appointments with the people from the gender team intellectually challenging. Is that bad? I know that I want and need this, but their questions and their ideas of how men and women should be makes me go crazy. It feels like I HAVE to tell them that they are wrong.
Today, we talked about my childhood and discovered that I dont remember anything, or very, very little, from my puberty and tween years. It seems like this is the type of things they are looking for; signs of “true” transsexualism. personally, I think its silly to think like that and look for signs. She on the other hand seemed to think that it was VERY interesting and wrote half a page in her little notebook. x.x
I’m gonna see her again next week. I’ll tell her about the gym then. I wonder what she’ll say.
Filed under: gender team, gender therapist, transgender, transition
“I know that I want and need this, but their questions and their ideas of how men and women should be makes me go crazy. It feels like I HAVE to tell them that they are wrong.”
Right on! That’s how it is. I’ll be happy when I don’t need to spill my soul for those ignorant bastards.